The leaves are leaving, almost
gone. Getting out while the getting's good. The getting out is none
too good for leaves. Leaving is difficult when all one knows is hanging
around. Now the rent is paid, bags are packed, time to travel. Night
train, last bus, hitch a ride. No good reason to be here anymore,
friends are gone, neighborhood is changing. Let's slam some doors,
burn some bridges. Take a last shot at freedom.
The air is thick, no longer friendly. It welcomes no one. If they
stay on the withered branches, they get beat up by the wind. If they
fall into the water that sits atop the ground, then they're smashed
into a stain-brown pulp, becoming another bland ingredient in the
city's soup. Better to flee this quaking branch while there is still
a chance. Falling leaves may seem a dance of lightness, a gentle choreography,
but this is no ballet of grace. They flee with nothing, refugees without
hope.
They leave behind a scrawny branch. What was the attraction of
being there? This nurturing place has become a witch's gnarled fingers
scratching at the purple air. Bright summer robes are abandoned, cast
off, forgotten as these haggard women lean into bad times of their
own. Their skinny silhouettes show no blood, gray ghosts left to writhe
in silence. Screams are unheard or sucked up by the relentless wind.
Nakedness ignored, these old maids in tatters can only cast faint
shadows to cover exposed breasts. Wrinkled and scarred, they are unprotected
from the endless lashings of the cold winds of November. Their crotches
are weathered black from disuse. Fingers, long exposed, are too thin
to offer cover. Sometimes the wind gets caught in these spidery branches
but it twists itself free and is gone.
A leaden sky hangs over this place, a shroud, a weight pushing
down to leach out life. Heavy grayness encircles each branch but not
as a glove or a blanket. It smothers but gives no warmth. The sky
neither rapes nor pillages. It cares not for what lies in the way.
It severs with an unseen sword. Scattered debris litters its path,
marks its presence. Sky and wind take no prisoners. Losses are left
for the rain to wash away.
The rain is reigning. Judgment is swift, harsh, relentless. This
triumvirate takes no counsel from the sun. The sun is blotted from
the sky. Yellow leaves are pale reminders, scattered on the city floor.
The yellow fades to a brown soup left too long on the stove. A man
walks on the sidewalk. Hunched beneath an umbrella, his shoulders
are drawn close to ward off the rain. This stranger, a gray silhouette
drawn through
leaves, is a spoon stirring soup.